i MUST

i have to be better in exam.. 

i MUST!!!!

but, i don't know how to manage time..

okay, since i was kid, i only studied when it was midnight

but now, since I ada satu penyakit ni, i tak boleh tidur lewat

haiish

so now, i'm not used to study neither in the evening nor night

someone, please tell me how to manage time..

i have a lot of chapters to catch up

with homework pile up, extra class sana sini

oh Allah, please help hambamu ini

i don't want to dissapoint my parents who has high hopes for me

i don't want to dissapoint my teachers who targetted me

i don't want to dissapoint myself

study,work hard,bertawakal,believe in Allah..

i'm sure you can, Dila

If others can do it, why don't I right?

now, go OFFLINE and bury yourself with bookSSSSSSSSSSS

Nikon Coolpix s80

awak.. oh awak.. kita kan, baru beli camera.. hehe.. kita suka la..

...error...

euww, aku tak segedik itu okay??

meh sini, teman nak habak kat hang2 sekalian, aku dah lama mengidamikan satu camera

so, for my birthday, 7th March 2011, i asked for a camera

aku survey, punya survey, at last, aku jumpa satu camera ni yang gempak ah! 

lawo gila..

most of all, it's pink! I loikkee

my favorite colour

NIKON COOLPIX S80, you're finally mine!

jom kita rembat banyak2 gambar S.S

suckest result

here's the story

for this PKBS 1, 

my exam result is the worst result i had in my entire life

wanna see my result?

okay, I'll show you

let's start with the highest mark 1st okay?

English - 83% 

Sejarah - 78% (I know, this suprised me.. Sejarah with 78%? XD)

Bio - 76%

Akaun - 72% (damn it!! last exam, I got 93%! and this one, 72%? URGHHH!!!)

PAI - 69% (I'm grateful with this one, because I only read 2 chapters, HAHA!)

Add Maths - 68% (OMG! 2 more marks! T.T )

Mod Maths - 67% ( HOLY SHIT!! I never get this king of result in my entire life! I even never get B, and this one, 67%? a B+ ? WHAT THE F***!)

Physic - 60% (sob sob)

B.Melayu - 53% ( I admit that I'm really suck in BM, and FYI, i never get an A for BM since Form4 until now)

Chemistry - 50% ( oh shit! 50%? biar betol kau dila?? huh..)

.....

see my horrible result?

from 8A's to 4A's?

darn it!

for Chemistry, although I got 50%, a C+, the teacher (ckg Arnida) said that I have the potential, it's just that I don't know the type of question..

so, she put me into Group 1

< Group 1 only have to come once a week, ckg will only keep going distribute the type of exam paper >

< Group 2 have to come twice a week, ckg will teaches from the basic >

so, i asked ckg Arnida

"cikgu, boleh saya nak pergi dua2 kelas?"

she said

"ikut awak la, tapi saya tak layan awak la, saya bagi perhatian kepada budak lagi lemah dari awak"

I laughed, but I'll go to both of the classes as I want 10A+ in SPM!

I was goofing around when I was 16 ( form4)

and now, i have to catch up with all chapters in form 4 & also the chapters I'll learn in form5

can i keep it up?

i am really deppresed right now..

so, I listened to this song,

Found myself today
Oh I found myself and ran away
Something pulled me back
The voice of reason I forgot I had
All I know is you're not here to say
What you always used to say
But it's written in the sky tonight

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me

Seen that ray of light
And it's shining on my destiny
Shining all the time
And I wont be afraid
To follow everywhere it's taking me
All I know is yesterday is gone
And right now I belong
To this moment to my dreams

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me

It doesn't matter what people say
And it doesn't matter how long it takes
Believe in yourself and you'll fly high
And it only matters how true you are
Be true to yourself and follow your heart

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
That I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even when it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
That someone's watching over
Someone's watching over
Someone's watching over me

Someone's watching over me 

I really love this song because of the lyric that I bold above

It motivates me..

yes,

I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me

Marathon a.k.a Merentas Desa

last week, sekolah aku, smk syp1 organised Merentas Desa 2011
best sangat
best sangat posing.. haha!

that's all for today

FYI, kitorang (dila & fatihah) tak lari pun..

jalan2 semata-mata untuk pose je..

kami la manusia yang duk belakang sekali

siap ada bodyguard lagi

dua abang yang "hensem" la kononnya

budak form 6 sekola dila kot.. tak kenal

jalan..jalan..jalan..

ada budak jatuh pengsan kat depan, so kami yang baik hati pergi tolong dia..

then, dia dan beberapa manusia lain di bawa oleh cikgu menaiki kereta Myvi

kami meneruskan perjalanan kami

tak sampai 100m, cikgu Fakri (ketua disiplin & cikgu yang paling ditakuti) stop and ajak kitorang masuk kereta dia

apa lagi, masuk je la..

da kena paksa kan?

HAHAHA!!

dengan poyonya kami melambai2 peserta2 lain & juga kawan2 kami

semua jealous dan terkejut and marah!!

sampai je kat sekolah, kami turun dari kereta, semua orang tengok je..

especially, budak2 form 1..

yelah, cikgu Fakri dikenali dengan kegarangannya

*bangga*

haha!

kami menyambut kedatangan kawan2 kami di depan pintu pagar sekolah, 

sehinggalah kami dimarah oleh fc2 (form6)..

>.<

ni lah muka2 yang berdaulat

haha!

it was an awesome day with Fatihah and others

^..^