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Tuesday, May 31, 2016


Assalamualaikum guys..

This entry is about internship. I'm currently in my third year as Chemical and Bioprocess Engineer. I'll be conducting an intership this July-September. Honestly, I'm both excited and kinda nervous about it.

I've applied for a few companies. A few of them reject me, some are still in the process and so far, I've only being accepted at Forest Research Institute Malaysia (FRIM) in forest biotechnology department. It is in Kepong, KL. I've read senior's blog and kinda excited about all the experiments that I'll be conducting there. Sadly, no allowance is provided. Plus, my sister's house is in Setapak, which took about 20-30 minutes by car. Plus the jammed highway, it may take up to an hour or more. It's risking that I might be late for work. So, my parents asked me to apply for other companies that are nearer to my sister's house. I'm still waiting for the responds from the companies. Anyhoo, I'm syukur that I got a placement for my internship. If FRIM is my last resort, I may have to find room to rent & hopefully know someone that is also gonna be an intern there. 

I'm back!

Assalamualaikum cikepuk cikepak cikepam~

My last entry was about two years ago. wow! So I'm thinking of coming back to blogger. I was talking to my friend the other day about blogging and tbh, I kinda miss it. Though I know there's only a few or maybe none read my entry. But I used to enjoy writing syok sendiri. So, yeah. I'm back!

Friday, August 22, 2014

3rd sem, 2nd year, new beginning and better ending. amin


Terdetik nak update blog setelah sekian lama  Candy Rock diabaikan.

So entry hari ni pasal second year aku as budak Chemical & Bioprocess Engineering kat UiTM Shah Alam. well actually, baru nak masuk second year. My 3rd sem. scary and excited haha
minggu lepas, kami budak degree UiTM dapat result. For us, result sem 2 la. pehhh terukk gilaaa! banyak-banyak orang yang aku tahu, sorang je dapat 3.0 ke atas, tu pun tak dekan. Sem 1 kemain ramai dekan :'(
and as for me, Sem 1 Alhamdulillah dapat dekan. Sem 2? menjunam ke lantai. 3.0 pun tak dapet. hadoi sadis. hmm syukur la. sedih, tapi bila dapat tahu member semua result teruk, rasa ok sikit la hahahahahaha jahat tak? tapi satu paper yang aku bebetul shock. Microbiology for Bioprocess Engineer. Aku target lulus, Alhamdulillah dapat B+. fuyyo hahah yang ni satu je aku bangga sikit..sikit je la. nasib, rezeki and of course, utama sekali, bantuan Allah S.W.T :)

so, masuk sem ketiga ni, aku bebetul nak redeem balik la CGPA aku sikit sangat. kena dekan sem 3 ni, insyaAllah. tapi hmm dengan thermodynamics lagi, Astaghfirullahalazim. orang cakap la, Thermodynamics paper paling payah. member pun ada ambil, katanya peratus fail tu ramai.... risau tapi excited. gila tak? excited nak belajar & paling excited ialah nak balas dendam sem 2. muahahaha benci gila tengok result sem 2. nak result indah balik macam sem 1. amin. fikir positive. jangan negative. benda2 lain boleh lagi nak fikir negative, tapi part belajar ni kena sepositive yang mungkin., positive, tapi jangan sampai riak dan takbur. jauhkan, amin. so, let's strive for success, strive for dean's list, strive for free PTPTN (since scholar JPA pun dah terbang melayang ke lain). let this horrible second semester's result be my lesson and motivation to strive harder in the future. be positive and keep smiling

someone really have to do this to me. kasi sedar sikit hahah
I miss Harry Potter :(
Aim high, Expect low, Gain higher




eh ehh ada sambung sikit lagi
this is the course outline for my third sem (bajet ada orang baca hahahahahahaha)

sem 3 ni aku suka sebab takde integrated project macam sem 2 which completely ruin my whole semester, both mentally and physically.

I'm still not sure whether to choose my third language (Introductory Arabic - elective) either Japanese which my favorite language or Germane which some says it is easier to score? idk
Many suggests to take Mandarin, but I really don't like it and it is sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo hard to score which practically will affect my result since I have to score for this sem. hmm dilemma~
Arabic? fun but it's also hard to score, I used to take Arabic for my PMR, and I drop it when I was form 3 because yeah....I was suck ._.
Korean? urgh.. blergh.. so out of list =_=

so that's it. I'm hoping for the best. Amin
May Allah bless and help me to endure this upcoming sem. Insya Allah. amin :)

kejap BM, kejap BI. berterabur bahasa. campur sana sini. bad habit.
 cano nak ambik third language *gulp*

kbai :)

Friday, February 7, 2014

bosan. lifeless.

Assalamualaikum and morning.
*blogwalkers, ku nasihatkan jangan baca entry ni. serius korang akan menyampah gila. bosan kot! takde input langsung (ececeh macam la entry before this ada input) hehe. so don't bother reading this entry, tu pun kalau ada blogwalkers. muehehehehehe tuan empunya blog pun macam apa dah..*

rajin pulak aku nak buat entry kan sejak dua menjak ni (teruk BM aku...) anyhoo, ni sebab boring yang amat! and tambah lagi selsema pepagi ni. whyy? letih tau bersin, batuk lagi. sobsss cuaca sejuk mungkin :(
k enaf mengadu pasal kondisi badan hahaha. hmm bosan bosan bosan. cuti best, gila la kalau cakap tak best. tapi yelah, lama cuti sem. 6 minggu. member ramai da start 2nd sem. kakak-kakak sekalian pun da balik. so yeah, kesorangan di rumah. parents pun kerja. kucing, siang2 tidur. and so am I. bangun Subuh, depends. kadang-kadang terus tidur. then bangun, then tidur balik, then bangun, no breakfast. bangun lunch, then kadang-kadang tidur balik. sumpah UNPRODUCTIVE gila! nak berbakti, kemas rumah....rumah tk bersepah. takde budak kecik kan? nak masak, kang gemuk. nak buat kek, rumah takde orang. and oven rosak! nak buat cookies pun guna oven! maaaaa abahhhhh bila nak beli oven baru??? anakmu ingin mengasah bakat mem-bake ni. hahahahaha ngade. hmm apa lagi nak melalut pagi ni. 

ohh I should be writing this entry in English.

since it's been awhile since I last learned English. English is important ya know? and my English is..hmm..ok la..kot? I'd love to improve my speaking skill, but how am I gonna improve it? with whom should I practice it? in my past high school, I did speak in English with my Chinese & Indian friends (well, more to Manglish actually). since UiTM, all the students are Malay/Bumiputera, it'd be weird speaking English with them, right? and besides, I'm too shy to speak English. yeah seriously. I have a very low self-esteem. My English teachers, in form 3, form 4 and especially form 5, they kept insisting me to join debate competition. As they already have Chinese and Indian panels, and they ask me to be representative for Malay students. a little part of me would like to accept the offer. it is fun. but again, low self-esteem. dammit. idk. maybe the teachers are desperate enough, and that's why kept insisting me. hahahahahahaha sedih bunyinya. hmm i did enter an english theater, but only the dubbing part. Acting? yeah, HELL NO! dubbing is fun, seriously. hehehe. I held three parts in the show : Mahsuri, as her step-mother?(not sure), as ..err lupa and as one of the villagers. hmm what else? oh yea, I did enter choral speaking competition. hmm well not really, hahahaha! I did pass the audition, but sadly there was slight change in date of the competition, so teachers have to use the old members. (wrong usage of noun?...). hmm I guess that's all my involvement in English part? (english part? really dila? haha teruknya BI aku! muahahahaha) my sis asked me to speak in English with her, but MALU LAHHH! haihh malu bertempatlah, cik Nadila oii. my MUET, the speaking part, I only obtained 20++/40! If I'm not mistaken, 27, 28? teruk teruk! hmm I did stuck in the middle of my point. I was startled a bit. and for the conclusion part? I redeem my mistake in the conclusion la. I choose the other candidate point instead of my own. As she stick with her point, I agreed and add some of my own idea. the other two candidates choose another point, but as we well, 'debate' (ke?), luckily we won.. hahahaha finally, they just agreed with us. kekeke sorry guys. the girl also got band 4. Well, no wonder la. She speaks very fluently. Jealoussss youu. woa, unexpectedly, this entry is quite long right? yeah, sharing my experience. my high school experience. god I miss high school, well more to the memories, not the learning part! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

k that's it. sorry english tunggang langgang. al-maklum la, beta masih dalam proses belajar & nak improve bahasa omputihs. ntah da mengada nak skipping konon haha. 

sesiapa yang dah terrbaca,
aku rasa korang menyesal kot..kot la
haaaaa kan da cakap awal-awal jangan baca

ni saje je, nak hilang bosan.
bosan sangat.
kawan pun semua tidur.
forever alone~

kbai :)


another random entry from me.
it's about a theme song of the Disney movie, Frozen.
I love this song.
There's many version of this song.
But the common versions are by Demi Lavato and Idina Menzel.
I know Demi, but I don't know who the heck is Idina.
But she has an amazing voice.
and I seriously like Idina Menzel's version better than other versions.
One of the reason is, it is the original version of the movie Frozen.
Meanwhile, Demi's is slightly changed over the lyrics and melodies.

so here is Idina Menzel's

The snow glows white on the mountain tonight
Not a footprint to be seen
A kingdom of isolation, and it looks like I'm the Queen
The wind is howling like this swirling storm inside
Couldn't keep it in; Heaven knows I've tried

Don't let them in, don't let them see
Be the good girl you always have to be
Conceal, don't feel, don't let them know
Well now they know

Let it go, let it go
Can't hold it back anymore

Let it go, let it go
Turn away and slam the door
I don't care what they're going to say
Let the storm rage on
The cold never bothered me anyway

It's funny how some distance
Makes everything seem small
And the fears that once controlled me
Can't get to me at all

It's time to see what I can do
To test the limits and break through
No right, no wrong, no rules for me,
I'm free!

Let it go, let it go
I am one with the wind and sky
Let it go, let it go
You'll never see me cry
Here I stand
And here I'll stay
Let the storm rage on

My power flurries through the air into the ground
My soul is spiraling in frozen fractals all around
And one thought crystallizes like an icy blast
I'm never going back, the past is in the past

Let it go, let it go
And I'll rise like the break of dawn
Let it go, let it go
That perfect girl is gone
Here I stand
In the light of day
Let the storm rage on
The cold never bothered me anyway!

here is Demi's

Let it go, let it go
Can't hold it back anymore
Let it go, let it go
Turn my back and slam the door

The snow glows white on the mountain tonight,
Not a footprint to be seen.
A kingdom of isolation and it looks like I'm the queen.
The wind is howling like the swirling storm inside.
Couldn't keep it in, Heaven knows I tried.

Don't let them in, don't let them see,
Be the good girl you always had to be.
Conceal, don't feel, don't let them know.
Well now they know.

Let it go, let it go
Can't hold it back anymore
Let it go, let it go
Turn my back and slam the door
And here I stand and here I'll stay
Let it go, let it go
The cold never bothered me anyway

It's funny how some distance makes everything seem small
And the fears that once controlled me can't get to me at all.
Up here in the cold thin air I finally can breathe.
I know I left a life behind but I'm too relieved to grieve.

Let it go, let it go
Can't hold it back anymore
Let it go, let it go
Turn my back and slam the door
And here I stand, and here I'll stay
Let it go, let it go
The cold never bothered me anyway

Standing frozen
In the life I've chosen.
You won't find me.
The past is all behind me
Buried in the snow.

Let it go, let it go
Can't hold it back anymore
Let it go, let it go
Turn my back and slam the door
And here I stand, and here I'll stay
Let it go, let it go
The cold never bothered me anyway, yeah, whoa
(Na na, na na, na na na na) [x4]
Let it go yeah
Na, na.
Here I stand.
Let it go, let it go, oh
Let it go.

see? there's a lil difference right?
my favorite? the original, Idina Menzel's.
tapi lain orang lain taste maaa~

kbai :)

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