class party..

in two days,

my class, 4 Alpha will celebrate our classparty..

and this party might be the last one as next year we'll be busy with SPM..

me, fatien, izzatul, fatihah and a few more students voulenteer to bring nasi minyak, rendang ayam, roti jala, mee kari ect..

ttu pun bukan nye voulenteer sgt, but majority of the class ask us to bring the food..

so we juz say ok, no biggie..

so, aku tulis tugas2 stiap orang atas satu kertas ni and tampal kat papan kenyataan dalam kelas..

geng siew chien cakap nak bwak nasi lemak +  mee hun..

so mula2 aku juz say ok..

then fatien ckp dia nak bwk nasi minyak, nanti banyak sangat lak heavy food..

so pikir punya pikir,

last2 mintak tolong siew chien bwak ice cream sorang satu kotak..

murah je- rm4.50..

tapi diorang kata mahal??

apa ke bende nya mahall!!

nak cakap miskin, tp kaya!!

aku nih rendang ayam 30++ orang makan dia ingat habis rm1 ke??

hish..

tu satu, tapi dah settle..

satu lagi, shuang ditugaskan bawak air berkarbonat 3 botol

naziera 3 botol

firdaus 3 botol

mei teng 3 botol

max pun, habis rm 10 je sorang..

tapi sorang tu ckp nak masuk geng siew chien bwk ice cream..

5 ice cream = 7 orang KAYA bwak?
gila ke hapa??

aku pun cakap kat dia, nada bebaik la..

takkan la nak suh 3 orang je bawak air..

ksian la..

dia cakap tak de energy nak bwak la apa la..

aku pun cakap, 

"kalau awak rase benda tu "BERAT" sangat, awak beli, tinggal kat pondok guard, then kitorang pergi ambil"

see? aku bukan main menyenangkan kerja dia lagi..

tak reti bersyukur la!!

kedekut

patut la cepat kaya

XD

so, sekarang dia dah stuju bwak air... KOT!!!

tapi masih bermasam muka

aku tak suka la..

sebab dulu aku rapat ngan dia

selalu bergurau, tickle2..

dia memang cute, innocent, blur sume

tapi hal tadi buat aku.............

hmh..

NVM..

so, juz crossing my finger and hope everything'll be fine and back to how it was..

exam oh!! exam..

omaigod!!

final exam is only 4 days ahead..

4 D.A.Y.S!!

and my exam starts with physics, and PENDIDIKAN AGAMA ISLAM..

and i'm suck at P.A.I

ya know why?

because i'm suck at remembering..

subjects like P.A.I, sejarah, biology..

are not for me..

a big NO! no! NO!

and also, AKU TAK BACE APA2 PUN LAGI!!!!!!!!!!!

O.M.G

(sesuai tak lagu nih?? =P)

and plux, on this friday, i've to go to an important wedding ceremony..

a datin (menantang apa dah name dia) who is a close friend to my grandma

and her house is at KL..

huh!!

so i need to go there in friday and come home on saturday and probably MIDNIGHT!!

(tapi mujur ai had uh exam BM je..)

fuhh

and on this tuesday, 

my class, 4 Alpha plan a class party..

so, this week, i'm going to be preettttyyyy busy..

haish..

sLeep0ver..

october 8...
Nur Fatien Shaera, one of my BFF, sleptover at my house..
We've had a great time..
We're not just having fun, but also meng-emo-kan diri..
Dari tajuk boyfie to friendship..
Rasa lega gila lepas luah kat dia..
Dah lama aku pendam and nak luah kat someone, tapi masa and tempat tak mengizinkan..
So, semalam was the great timing sbb ktorang ada masa sepanjang malam untuk borak2..
Fuhh! Lega!
I LOVE YOU, FATIEN!
And geng2 aku skarang..
Even si dia dah tak ada kat sisi aku for almost a year, tapi korang ada. Sebanyak sdikit, korang dah mengubat hati aku scara tak lansung..
And thanks to fatien,
hati n kesunyian aku dah semakin pulih ..
Thanks a lot
i really love you guys
especially to those who stands right beside me when I'm hurt..

photographer

nak jadi photographer..

best gila lah jadi photographer ni

dah la dapat cam DSLR..

perghh!!

tapi bukan kerja tetap la..

juz for fun

love taking pictures 

and making memories

exam..

well, exam is 15 days more..

and not just any exam

FINAL EXAM

and next year i'm gonna sit for 

SPM

!!

urgh

i'm gonna be crazy..

so,

i'll be offline for a long time

maybe after the exam's over, i'll online..

gonna be busy with

PENS

CALCULATOR

PENCILS

PAPERS

BOOOKSS

BOOOOKSS

BOOOOKKKSSSS

BOOKSSSSSS

oh my GOD!!

ya ALLAH!!

..

but, everything needs sacrifice right?

so, i need to sacrifice my time & happiness for my 10A's..

life is not simple

"life's not simple"

i absolutely agree wif that..

why?

because 

life's not easy

life's confusing

for a teenage girl like me who's future is now on my own hands

what will i become in the future

that's what confusing..

my friends already have their ambitions

they can see their future

but i CAN'T!!

some of them wanna be a doctor, teacher, psychiatrist, bussinesswoman, accontant and blah2..

but me?

which path should i be head to?

if i dun know what i'm gonna be..

it's hard for me to focus in the subject that related to my ambitions or sumthing like that

...

hm..

why's life so complicated?

start studying!!

starting today, 

i'm going to study 24/7

(well, not exactly)

but i will study a lot more than usual..

i will try to catch up the chapters i missed by self-studying..

why??

because

the final exam is around the corner,

i wanna to achieve my target, which is 10A's,

i wanna to be the top 3 student, or better the best student,

i wanna compete with Ana,

(ana is the best student and also my BFF, i wanna compete with her doesn't mean i wanna declare a war or sumthing)

i wanna prove that by juz taking 1 extra class for each subject, i will succeed & be more successfull than those who never stop going to tuition class..

i will do it!!

i will try my bestEST!

i'm determined!

once i determined onto sumthing, nothing can stop me

i dun care if people said i'm a nerd, 

what i care the most is that i'll success with flying colour,

and i'll get the JPA scholarship by getting 9A +

i know, it's a lot + so hard..

but i'll try

u dunno unless u try right?

AJA!! AJA!!